had amaths paper1 today. was quite ok. at least i knew how to do all the questions except for one (question 10!!) haha. well. went home straight straight after my paper. my sis said im not like an O level student cause i keep playing maple/audition. haha. i guess im slacking hard after prelims. whatever. no papers for me tml. but gl to my friends having pure physics and core geog ba.


yea im kinda sad. really. i wonder why it bothers me so much. i really hate letting my imagination running wild. but. i guess this time you really lied. or whatever. i feel like a fool every night. waiting for your calls like you promised me, that you'd call me every night before you sleep. why did i choose to believe that you're different.
but. i guess nobody's different. cause guys are all the same.



fuck.